Sunday, 28 June 2020

Book Review: Break Point by Ollie Ollerton


OLLIE OLLERTON CO-HOSTS SAS: WHO DARES WINS ALONGSIDE ANT MIDDLETON, JASON FOX and MARK BILLINGHAM. THIS IS HIS INCREDIBLE TRUE STORY

Where is your break point?

Is it here? Facing the gruelling SAS selection process on one leg, with a busted ankle and the finish line nowhere in sight? Or here? Under heavy fire from armed kidnappers while protecting journalists en route to Baghdad. Or is it here? At the bottom of a bottle, with a family in pieces, unable to adapt to a civilian lifestyle, yearning for a warzone?

Ex-Special Forces soldier and star of TV's SAS: Who Dares Wins, Ollie Ollerton has faced many break points in his life and now he tells us the vital lessons he has learnt. His incredible story features hardened criminals, high-speed car chases, counter-terrorism and humanitarian heroics - freeing children from a trafficking ring in Thailand.

Ollie has faced break points in his personal life too, surviving a freak childhood attack, run-ins with the law as a teenager rebelling against a broken home, his self-destructive battles with alcohol and drug addiction, and his struggles with anxiety and depression. His final redemption as an entrepreneur and mental health charity ambassador has seen him overcome adversity to build a new and better life. 'Everyone has the capacity for incredible achievement, because it's only when it's crunch time, when you're down to your last bullet - when you're at break point - that you find out who you really are.'


My Review:
Ollie was not the child you wanted as a next door neighbour. Tough and strong after being introduced to physical labour by his tough father, he started to rebel against authority at school, where he was failing because it didn't interest him. A desire to join the military didn't stop him getting involved in theft, housebreaking, arson and other criminal behaviour which eventually landed him in a remand home for a spell. He had no thought for the trauma he was causing to other people or his family, but kept pushing boundaries as far as he could until he was finally stopped.

He is brutally honest about who he was and what he did, and tells a shocking tale of how his life spiralled out of control after being attacked by an enraged adult chimp at the circus, an event that shaped his life, and how his father walking out finally removed the last obstacle of discipline that was holding his life together. Even joining the military was not the fix that he wanted. He was in awe of the Falklands veterans and wanted the excitement of going to war like them, finding that peace time in the Royal Marines was not what he was looking for. Even the chance to join the elite SBS did not satisfy him because of the amount of down time spent waiting to be called into action. After six years in SBS he decided to leave the military and seek his fortune elsewhere.

I can relate to Ollie never really finding that job that satisfied him. I was never exactly sure what I wanted to do so I drifted in and out of various jobs that never really excited me. Ollie finds the same after the military, being dragged into the typical security and protection jobs that provide the temporary highs of a military type campaign and danger, but also has the same lows. Add in the destructive personal relations he has and the ongoing battle with alcohol problems and he was in a pretty bad place for a while. The call about the TV show changes things forever and finally he finds focus and something he enjoys. The publicity for the show allows him to set up his dream job of running camps where people learn military skills to help them in their working and personal lives.

I love the TV show SAS Who Dares Wins, where ordinary people get the chance to test their skills on a shortened version of SAS selection to see if they have what it takes. I love watching them do the physical challenges and then struggle with the mental side of the challenges and the environment they are in. I particularly enjoy the jungle one! I also liked getting an insight to the instructors including Ollie, hearing a bit about their stories. That is why I have been so interested in reading their memoirs. Naturally they cannot talk as much about missions for reasons of national security but I do like reading about the training and what they endure on the various selections for different branches of the military.

Ollie's story was fascinating. I could relate to the job issues and had sympathy for his issues but I very much admired the positive attitude that he managed to keep through all of his problems and come out the other side, gaining a new partner who shared his vision for the Break Point company, which sounds really interesting. This book had a good mix of military action, personal problems, mental health issues and I very much enjoyed reading it.

Read June 2020
4 stars.

Book Review: The Boy On The Bridge by MR Carey


Once upon a time, in a land blighted by terror, there was a very clever boy. The people thought the boy could save them, so they opened their gates and sent him out into the world. To where the monsters lived.

My first thought on hearing about this book coming out was whether I was actually going to like it compared to the first book. I liked The Girl With All The Gifts for the most part-Melanie was an interesting MC, the conflict between teacher and scientist over what Melanie was worth, the military man trying to protect them all. The characters were well developed and you could even understand that the scientist felt that the death and study of Melanie was vital to saving the world. The one thing that didn't grip me was all the stuff about the fungus, especially in the last third of the book. It broke my interest in the characters and lowered my rating. So I approached this book wondering if the same thing might happen. 

My first issue was just how vague the blurb was. It gave no real clue to what the actual story was and I don't really like that when I'm trying to decide whether or not to buy a book. Was it a prequel, sequel or happening at the same time as the Melanie event? Were we going to see what happened after the end of the first book? Was it going to be about the missing crew? Was it about how the outbreak began? I don't like it when a blurb gives away all the main events in the book but I just want a little bit of information to base my decision on. Truth be told, had I known what this book was going to be about, I would've passed on it.

This book is about the crew of the research vehicle Rosalind Franklin, following on a year after the trailblazing Charles Darwin. They are following the same path, checking to see if any information can be gained from samples that were collected by the other team with little luck. This and the observation of the hungries killing a deer were pretty much all that happened in what I read of the book. The rest of it was the characters all grumbling about how much they dislike other characters and one dimensional characters going through the motions of the mission that they didn't seem to be that interested in.

The MC is Samrina Khan, a scientist who is spending the missions looking for a pharmacy to find a pregnancy test kit to confirm her fears that she got pregnant by another member of the team just before heading out on the mission. Despite having already considered an abortion earlier, she is affronted at the suggestion that she should consider it because her condition threatens the overall mission. I can't say I liked Samrina or actually cared about her pregnancy issues which takes up the whole first section of the book. The soldiers were all steriotype asshats who hate their leader for no apparant reason and are arrogant and obnoxious. I had no interest in any of them and wouldn't have cared if they had all been eaten. In fact, I can't say that I cared about any of the characters. Stephen was mildly interesting but his wanderings to observe the hungries at close quarters weren't greatly exciting either.

In fact I found the whole thing to be slow and boring. My lack of interest in the characters combined with the fact that nothing was really happening and no zombie attacks on anyone had me quitting the book after 80 pages. I don't intend to dabble in this particular world again or read anything else by the author.

Read May 2020
DNF 2 star.

Friday, 26 June 2020

Around The Blogs With Chuckles


We all enjoy snooping and lurking on other people's blogs right? Why not share those entertaining things you found with other readers and bloggers too! Welcome to Around the Blogs with Chuckles, where I take time out to show you some of my favourite blog posts from the previous seven days and link you up so you can check them out. 

It is vital that we all stick together online at this time. Do what you can to show some love to other blogs, to books and authors and let us all know that you are staying safe and well. Hearing from our friends will make it easier to deal with whatever is coming in the next few months. Stay safe everyone.

This week...

1) Activists Are Targeting Jesus Now
Do you agree that statues and windows depicting a white Jesus should be destroyed?
https://www.theorganicprepper.com/jesus-white-supremacy/ 

2) Antelope Boleyn and Pooping On People
The latest from the Nowhere Bookshop with Jenny!
https://thebloggess.com/2020/06/23/whats-your-favorite-book-quote/ 

3) Upcoming YA releases 
AJ shares her list.
http://ajsterkel.blogspot.com/2020/06/top-ten-tuesday-upcoming-2020-young.html 

4) Book Review-The Only Good Indians by Stephen Graham Jones 
Barb's review.
http://bookertsfarm.blogspot.com/2020/06/2-bloggers-1-book-only-good-indians.html 

5) Book Review-You Are Not Alone by Greer Hendricks and Sarah Pekkanen
Bark's review.
http://barksbooknonsense.blogspot.com/2020/06/book-review-you-are-not-alone-by-greer.html 

6) Book Review-Home Before Dark by Riley Sager
Mogsy's review.
https://bibliosanctum.com/2020/06/22/audiobook-review-home-before-dark-by-riley-sager/ 

 


Chuckles Weekend Roundup


Welcome to my feature Chuckles Weekend Roundup where I will be looking at what books I've received, anything interesting I've done or bought or watched and other random stuff. I'll be taking a look back at what happened in my blogging world too, sort of like The Sunday Post that some of you do! 

Please note that I'll be visiting your STS/SP as normal, but I don't follow or leave comments on blogs run by Google Plus, or DISQUS as I refuse to join something just to leave comments, and I won't allow DISQUS to follow new people, update my profile or post tweets 'on my behalf'. I am the only one who does that on my social media! I won't comment on any blog that makes me sign in using another account. Sometimes, I have problems leaving messages on blogs hosted by Wordpress-they try to block me because I deleted my account with them but I will persevere as it only happens the odd time!
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It's been a really busy week, which I've set out in my Dog Days Of Summer post so I won't go into any detail here. A lot of furniture moving and legal stuff to deal with and a washing machine drama involving King Prawns! Anyway, I'm having a total rest over the weekend with a bit of reading, TV watching and blogging before some more work around the house next week and at my uncle's house.
 
On the reading side of things I didn't really get anything much done as I was having early nights all week due to all the work we were doing but I have now started three books which I intend to try and finish by next weekend so wish me luck, I'm going in! To help get me back into reading I'm relaunching my Tackling The TBR challenge which I first launched in December 2018, so I'll see if this gets me focused on reading again as I'm sick of getting nothing done! I had a final political and horror book splurge before I get started and my first update post will be July 7th. I really hope it works!
 
DOWNLOADS 
 
 
 
Chuckles Blogging World
I'm actually going into the weekend fully caught up with comments on my blog and blog visits so it has been a very productive week overall.
 
Book Reviews
none this week
 
Regular Posts
 
Chuckles Friday Reading Roundup
 
Around The Blogs With Chuckles
 
Top Ten Tuesday
 
Discussion Posts
 
Dog Days Of Summer #2
 
Dog Days Of Summer #3
 
Reading Challenges 
 
Tackling The TBR
 
Films & TV & Music
It's mostly been background films while we work-the whole Harry Potter series, a bit of Star Wars, and watching some of the football from the English Premiership which is back. I have a soft spot for Liverpool so I was delighted to see them clinch their first title in 30 years last night! In Scotland our players are still on the summer break ready to start a new season in the late summer/autumn. I also made progress on season 14 of Great British Menu.
 
Book Tags/Blog Awards
 none this week

The Week Ahead
As soon as a few packages arrive, my dad and I will be starting on packing my uncle's clothes ready for when the charity shops can start collecting again. We have the fridge and freezer to spring clean and all the appliances and furniture need removing at some point. But a little bit at a time and we'll get there. On the book side of things I'm getting started on these three books to cover different moods! I'm not sure how I ended up picking up book four in the Tudor Court series but they are all stand-alone so no harm done!

 

Thursday, 25 June 2020

Chuckles Tackling The TBR Returns!



In December 2018 I launched Tackling The TBR, a challenge to reduce the ever extending TBR pile and 2019 was pretty successful in that regard. In 2020 I intended to make a big effort to reduce my TBR by buying less, getting stuff read and getting rid of the things that I just don't want to read from my bookshelves and my ereaders Maurice and Myrnin! However the darn Coronavirus Pandemic has put the skids under all my plans and I had to suspend the challenge. I've now decided to bring it back in a bid to kickstart my TBR reduction as nothing else has been working.
 
The TBR total shown is the total number of books I own but have not read yet-wishlist books are NOT in my TBR!

BOOKS IN
-Books in refers to bought, downloaded or gifted books being added to the TBR list. 

BOOKS OUT
-Books read refers to books read that were ON the TBR and DNFed is obvious. 
-Deleted from the TBR are books I lost interest in reading, or sequels to DNFed books I no longer want to read and have been removed without starting to read them. These three categories added together are my books 'out'.

I'm posting my progress on the 7th, 14th, 21st and final day of the month as before, even if there is no progress to reportwhen there is something to report and anyone else is welcome to join in. No rules, set up your posts how you want and when you want, just reduce the pile! 

*RELAUNCHING JULY 1st* 

July 1st-7th   
TBR Start Total: 1515

BOOKS IN:
New Books In: 

BOOKS OUT:
Books Read: 
Books DNF: 
Others Deleted From TBR: 

New Total:

Dog Days Of Summer #3


MONDAY/TUESDAY
We continued with the big move. Sunday we got all the furniture into their new homes and over these last two days, we hunted down every dvd lying loose in every room of the house and brought them into the living room to sort, along with the ones we were already sorting. We finished sorting the dvds into categories and alphabetical, and getting them all into their shelves. It took a lot longer than we thought as a lot of my dad's dvds are asian or martial arts and he wanted to sort them into actors and directors and enough sub sections to make your head spin! (During the whole process over the two days I got all eight Harry Potter films watched while we worked.) It's amazing how many doubles we found and that filled two bags for the charity shop along with unwanted titles. Now we just need the charity shops to open. So that is seven completed dvd bookcases and a much neater room. We'd been putting off this job for over two years but I'm so pleased it is done at last!

WEDNESDAY
This afternoon I was concentrating on going through another box of my dad's paperwork from utility, insurance, banks, car company, repairs etc and trying to sort it all into some kind of order, and segregating anything old to go through the shredder at a later date. I also went through the last of my uncle's paperwork doing the same thing-keeping what we might need and putting the rest aside for shredding. We also set aside space in our unit for my dad's medication so everything is in order of date and easier to find rather than the big cardboard box where everything was continually just piled in!

My dad has a chest infection again so he was unable to do much other than a few phone calls. We're hopefully getting to the end of the phone calls now and sending away death certificates to close accounts. Next week my dad will close my uncle's bank account and that should mostly be that, other than working on my uncle's house.

THURSDAY
The stupidity of Chuckles really does know no bounds! I decided to get a few loads of washing done today, now that I can finally find space to set up the clothes horse! I pulled everything out of the washing machine and dumped it on the floor of the kitchen to give it one last check then bunged it in and washed the load. When I took it out and sniffed the washing-the nostril test-there was a dreadful smell off it. I washed out the inside of the washing machine to get rid of the honk and went to put the washing back in.

That's when I found the source of the honk. Lying on the floor amongst the washing was a beautifully clean pair of king prawns with a lovely summer breeze scent to them! Yes, I must have dropped two prawns when I made my dad's seafood lunch just before I did the washing and into the machine the prawns went. On a full cycle too! The clothes STILL stunk like a skunk's bum even after a second wash so I'm steeping them a few at a time to try and get rid of it. Disgusting!!!

Oh man, I feel REALLY stupid this time!!! Have any of you put anything weird in your washing machine? 



Top Ten Tuesday-Recent Buys

Top Ten Tuesday was created by The Broke and the Bookish in June of 2010 and was moved to That Artsy Reader Girl in January of 2018. It was born of a love of lists, a love of books, and a desire to bring bookish friends together.  http://www.thatartsyreadergirl.com/top-ten-tuesday/

NB: I don't follow or leave comments on blogs run by Google Plus, or DISQUS as I refuse to join something just to leave comments, and I won't allow them to follow new people, update my profile or post tweets 'on my behalf'. I won't comment on any blog that makes me sign in using another account. 

I'm not feeling greatly creative or energetic so I just decided to share the last ten books I purchased in the last two weeks.

1) Robert Boren-Bug Out Atlantic Citizens United
This is book six in one of the spin offs to the Bug Out series. This group of series takes up more than a shelf in one of my bookcases!

2) Nicholas Sansbury Smith-Extinction Darkness
Book four of the spin off series to the brilliant Extinction Cycle!
 
3) Michael Wolff-Siege
I had this as a book somewhere on my computer but saw the hardback going cheap and decided to treat myself.

4) John Bercow-Unspeakable
I've been waiting for this one about the outspoken former Speaker of the House of Commons to come down in price. Bingo!

5) Jonathan Karl-Front Row At The Trump Show
I'm interested in every aspect of what is happening at the White House. This was written by the ABC news correspondent.

6) Harry Mount-The Wit And Wisdom of Boris Johnson
Love him or loathe him, our PM is certainly one of the most interesting MPs in the country. I decided to buy this one on a whim.

7) Owen Bennett-Michael Gove A Man in a Hurry
Another one I had on e-book but couldn't find! This was going cheap on Amazon so I figured why not just give it a home...

8) Cliff Sims-Team of Vipers
Another look at the Trump White House from within his inner circle.

9) Jim Acosta-The Enemy of the People
Another look at Trump from veteran CNN correspondent.

10) Jon Athan-Do Not Disturb
Another great sounding horror offering from one of my favourite authors! 

Sunday, 21 June 2020

Dog Days Of Summer #2


WEDNESDAY
It's time for the humiliation moment of the week! My dad phoned the insurance company about the oven and they asked us to find out if any local electrical shops can repair fan assisted ovens or if we'll need a new one. I decided to look for that info online because lockdown is keeping so many shops closed and I found a forum where people were discussing losing their oven after a power cut. One guy said 'but when you reset the clock on the oven it comes back as it has just returned to startup mode'. I went into the kitchen, reset the oven clock in ten seconds...and the oven started purring again. I felt like a right idiot! Imagine I'd called out an electrician and he just did that to fix it! (and charged about £100 for the 'repair'!!!!!) In my defence I've never used the oven timer so I had no clue that it could stop your oven working if it stops! *embarrassed shuffle*

THURSDAY
My dad got the last of the legal phone calls out of the way ie insurances, energy companies, council tax and state benefits etc and cancelled all my uncle's direct debits. We have to fill out claim forms for life insurance but the worst of that stuff is over. We don't pay council tax on the house for six months and if it is ready to sell by then, we don't pay any again on the house which is all good. Things are gradually getting done.

FRIDAY
Part one of The Big Chuckles Tidy Up has begun! My dad and I went through all of our legal documents, shredding what we no longer needed that our personal details were on, sorting stuff out into years and companies and throwing out any rubbish we found in it ie instruction books. It took most of the day but everything is now neat and properly organised which is a good step forward.

SATURDAY/SUNDAY
We decided to get our living room, hall and kitchen sorted. For years too much shit has been lying around to trip over and break ankles on! This weekend we decided to clear the mess which meant emptying and moving six bookcases that were full of dvds, then sorting it all into alphabetical and genre and putting it back. We also stored stuff on top of bookcases and in cupboards out of the way. It doesn't sound like hard work but our house is small and moving bookcases through small gaps in the piles of dvds was tough and finding space to sort them was a nightmare! I also tidied up the kitchen. We started at 8am and finished for the night at 2130pm. We still have to put stuff back into four of the bookcases tomorrow and that'll be another job done. I'll be glad as we are both aching!

Can I ask everyone to keep Mary and Katherine in their prayers tonight as their families are going through some testing times. I hope everyone else out there is staying as safe as possible and looking after each other.

Chuckles x

Around The Blogs With Chuckles


We all enjoy snooping and lurking on other people's blogs right? Why not share those entertaining things you found with other readers and bloggers too! Welcome to Around the Blogs with Chuckles, where I take time out to show you some of my favourite blog posts from the previous seven days and link you up so you can check them out. 

It is vital that we all stick together online at this time. Do what you can to show some love to other blogs, to books and authors and let us all know that you are staying safe and well. Hearing from our friends will make it easier to deal with whatever is coming in the next few months. Stay safe everyone.

This week...

1) Book Review-A Good Girls Guide To Murder by Holly Jackson
Barb's review.
http://bookertsfarm.blogspot.com/2020/06/a-new-fave.html 

2) Book Review-What Lies Between Us by John Marrs 
Mogsy's review.
https://bibliosanctum.com/2020/06/14/audiobook-review-what-lies-between-us-by-john-marrs/ 

3) Book Review-Mr Murder by Dean Koontz
Bookstooge review.
https://bookstooge.wordpress.com/2020/06/17/mr-murder-%E2%98%85%E2%98%85%E2%98%85%E2%98%85%E2%98%86/ 

4) Book Review-The Mountains Wild by Sarah Stewart Taylor
Lindsi's review.
https://www.doyoudog-ear.com/2020/06/the-mountains-wild-by-sarah-stewart.html 

5) Book Review-Exposed by Lisa Scottoline 
Carole's review.
https://carolesrandomlife.blogspot.com/2020/06/review-exposed-by-lisa-scottoline.html 

6) Sex with flowers and a paintbrush...
Time for more laughs with Jenny!
https://thebloggess.com/2020/06/17/im-pretty-sure-none-of-this-is-legal-in-texas/ 


Saturday, 20 June 2020

Chuckles Friday Reading Roundup




Welcome to my Friday Reading Roundup! This feature will show exactly what I've been reading and DNFing through the last week. 

3 star


Chuckles Weekend Roundup


Welcome to my feature Chuckles Weekend Roundup where I will be looking at what books I've received, anything interesting I've done or bought or watched and other random stuff. I'll be taking a look back at what happened in my blogging world too, sort of like The Sunday Post that some of you do! 

Please note that I'll be visiting your STS/SP as normal, but I don't follow or leave comments on blogs run by Google Plus, or DISQUS as I refuse to join something just to leave comments, and I won't allow DISQUS to follow new people, update my profile or post tweets 'on my behalf'. I am the only one who does that on my social media! I won't comment on any blog that makes me sign in using another account. Sometimes, I have problems leaving messages on blogs hosted by Wordpress-they try to block me because I deleted my account with them but I will persevere as it only happens the odd time!
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I've been so busy this week that I'm running a bit late on all my posts-what with a funeral and that fire on Monday, the oven drama on Tuesday, the usual housework during the week, the food delivery and the sorting of the paperwork all day yesterday...ugh I need a rest this weekend. We have six months to empty my uncle's house of everything so we can avoid further council tax on it until we sell it, so next week we start clearing it out in earnest. I'm not greatly looking forward to it as our own house also needs a good tidy but needs must! I also have six full bookcases of dvds to sort today which will be fun!
 
I did a small bit of reading on Thursday and Friday but I'm still falling behind in my reading especially when I was able to grab a few books off my wishlist this week. It was productive for ADDING to my TBR but not much else! I'm sharing those new books with you on this post. I keep feeling the urge to obtain books especially with all the online bargains but I need to get back to actually reading the buggers! 
 
DOWNLOADS
 
  




Chuckles Blogging World
Yet another week on playing catchup due to being too busy off the computer. It looks like a long and tiring summer ahead.
 
Book Reviews
none this week
 
Regular Posts
 
Chuckles Friday Reading Roundup
 
Around The Blog With Chuckles
 
Top Ten Tuesday
 
Discussion Posts
 
The Testing Of My Patience

Reading Challenges
 
Just Get On With It Reading List Update #1
 
Short E-Books I Really Need To Read

Films & TV & Music
Not much to talk about really. I watched the same Harry Potter films along with the original Jumanji again. I also completed Great British Menu season 10 and started on season 14.
 
Book Tags/Blog Awards 
none this week
 
The Week Ahead
The word 'busy' comes to mind! On Monday my dad will be going over to my uncle's house to clear out some stuff that he is giving to my uncle's friends-fishing gear and waterproof clothes, things like that. I'm staying at our house to tackle the big bookcase move. I spent four hours this morning on it but I'm not half done yet and my back is in spasms. I reckon it'll take two more days to get it done. Once the furniture is all in its new home I can finally get our living room tidy and user friendly! I do hope to read but who knows!

Friday, 19 June 2020

Top Ten Tuesday-Summer TBR

Top Ten Tuesday was created by The Broke and the Bookish in June of 2010 and was moved to That Artsy Reader Girl in January of 2018. It was born of a love of lists, a love of books, and a desire to bring bookish friends together.  http://www.thatartsyreadergirl.com/top-ten-tuesday/

NB: I don't follow or leave comments on blogs run by Google Plus, or DISQUS as I refuse to join something just to leave comments, and I won't allow them to follow new people, update my profile or post tweets 'on my behalf'. I won't comment on any blog that makes me sign in using another account. 

Reading has been a bit of an issue for me during this pandemic so I'm looking at the books I WOULD want to read this summer if my reading was on full steam ahead!

1) Martha Wells-Network Effect
The return of Murderbot in his fifth adventure!

2) Suzanne Collins-The Ballard of Songbirds and Snakes
Hunger Games prequel.

3) Hunter Shea-Tortures of the Damned
One from his backlist that I haven't read but my dad loved!

4) Gregory Bastianelli-Snowball
Snow horror at a time when a heatwave is threatening...

5) Alison Weir-Katherine of Aragon
Want to get caught up with this Tudor series.

6) George RR Martin-Fire and Blood
I want to jump back into Westeros!

7) Patricia Briggs-Fire Touched
I want to get caught up with the series and this is the next one for me.

8) Tony Benn-Diaries 1963-67
I've got all his diaries and they are huge so need to get started!

9) Mark 'Billy' Billingham-The Hard Way
Non fiction Special Forces memoir.

10) Kira Jane Buxton-Hollow Kingdom
Not quite ready for an apocalypse book but it sounds so good!